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Positive influence, my story in return…

I have reached out in gratitude and gotten a response back from someone I looked up to during my struggles in my early 20s-30s, after my father had disappeared intentionally. In this letter back to their response “Good to Hear from You Jason” and their wish to read more as I offered, I wrote about my story after their influence seeded in me and continues to take shape and form. I share this here as I never been prompted to take the time and write about my young adult life and the recent challenges that got me to where I am today. And I think it important to share to others, if not for inspiration, to seed a curiosity  for a deeper understanding: Hi [name omitted], Shortly after…
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Sophism, Light, Time and Consciousness: A Unified Exploration of Existence

Sophism, the philosophical idea that subjective perception constitutes reality with we are all me, offers a profound framework for contemplating the nature of existence. By integrating this concept with the physical and metaphysical properties of light, time and space, we can unravel a vision of reality that bridges quantum mechanics, consciousness and the esoteric aspects of the metaphysical. This exploration delves into time as a serial element of causation, the infinite speed of light within a finite universe, quantum entanglement and the profound connections between consciousness and the eternal (what lies beyond.) Sophism Reimagined: Unity and the Self as the Other The statement Everyone’s own purgatory is you; I am you and you are me reflects the paradox of individual identity and universal unity. Sophism posits that our…
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The Journey of Andrey: Struggles, Compassion and the Battle for Understanding

Andrey—your life, your compassion and your work of truth will not fade into the gallows. I promise to carry your burden of revealing truth forward. A Heartfelt Beginning on the Impact of Psychosis It was January 15, 2016, when Andrey’s relapse into psychosis began to cast shadows over his once-bright world. This was a man who filled his apartment with vibrant artwork and intellectual pursuits, diving deeply into topics like economics and quantum mechanics. Yet, the cruel tides of mental illness and societal misunderstanding threatened to drown his unique light. On April 10th, we worked together to clean and rearrange his apartment in anticipation of a gathering. Andrey’s dire need for connection and companionship was palpable, but the evening ended in disappointment, with only one guest arriving. The…
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The Eternal Moment of Infinite Reconciliation

Thesis:   In the realm of metaphysical speculation, I propose a theory where the moment is not only the singular point of existence but also the conduit through which all temporal and spatial realities intertwine. This moment, as the sole existence is perpetually influenced by changes from the future, leading to phenomena like the Mandela Effect, while simultaneously existing in a multiverse of infinite possibilities. Here, solipsism (the philosophical idea that only one’s own mind is sure to exist) extends to suggest that all realities are but projections of a singular consciousness and purgatory is understood as the state of perpetual becoming where past, present and future merge into one eternal now. I. The Primacy of the Moment: Existence as Moment: All existence is encapsulated within the moment.…